第48节
【】duced,shohel
running,painting,laughing,furtherevidehevibrantan
iheshellonthebed.hehadlisteogarthbrooksfrobr>
starttofinish,andhadaskedhielfadozeionsaboutthebaby
enhelsbestfriendhadntdenied.
katherieredtherooookingingherkeys,she
kissedraellgood.sohesbeenrubbingin
creabr>
isntthattypical.theylldoanythingtogettheirhandsonour
bodies.”
”sexforus,”jacksaid,outofthegateatthe
kofthegun.”itstarttofinish.so,hose
drahinkingonrachelspartorwasshereally
pregnant”katherinelookedto.
”eon,katherine,”heeotherthingsabout
rachel.besides,yourenotdenyingit,eansshewas.unlessi
sinterpretedthosedrathebaby.”herines
eyesfelltorachel,hesaidagentler”look.knos
goingtohappesbeenasleepinginher
bed,usinghershoofaistershaped
likeacuke.isioeatingherfrozenzui
bread.iuttingshortsinherunder
gettingfu”yes,shewas
pregnant.”suddenlyreal,ittookhisbreath.helookedatrachel,
tryingtoigihepaiouldshe
pickupandleave,ifshe”katherineseyes
rounded.
”ohno.shepregnant.itwasbefore.”
”before.”thatdeevenlesssense.”no.iwouldhaveknown.”
”fro,shebarelykneherself.things
goingoresilence.whenshe
ssedaperiod,shefiguredithestrain.shedidnt
haveaninklinguntilshessedasendone,aheit
go.likeisaid,thingse.shedidntknoto
do.”heshookhishead.”ikhsalong
”sheonthsalong.”
”idhaveseenit.”
”notifshehiostarth.thebloatofearlypregnancy
al.”jaselftothink
bahelhadlostbeforethesplit.ae
hehadsaid,therehadntbeenticyattheeherhewas
travelingorohered.thereseen
herundressedinanythingbutthedarkestofnight.
”butshee,”heargued.thatost.a
babyaffetly.ababyhis.
katherinesighed.”shetried.youriparted
feelingsie.you.”
sillfadstruggledagainto
thinkback.therehadbeenatriptotorontothe
split.
yes,shehade.butthetrip
hadbeenaniortantone.alargentracthadhunginthebalance.
tuingtorachel,hesaid,”ikeptaskingyouwaswrong.you
said,nothingterrible.thatyousaid,nothingterrible.you
hadstochpains.ybetheflu,yousaid.”helookedat
katherine.
”sheiscarrying”katherinenodded.
hedehielfreerre.”shee
ho,butshesaidsheeforfourdays.
notoncedidshentionababy.”hefeltshakyinside,evenvurruru
uellnorylozclosetotears.”thenthereripsinclose
sequence.”andanultitueforethelastone.herecalledbeing
ahatsheseedtobein...inpain.goodlord.shehad
ured,
beferkilledthetears.”e””she
uldnt.”
”shelostababyididntkno,thebecauseihadnt
sohoout”herinelookedreluttospeak,he
eon,katherialkto.tell
shesaid.”
”shesaiditiscarriage.ithingaboutyour
relationship.thescarriagehecher.shesaasa
signthattherriagework.”
”christ,”hesaidandpushedhishandsthroughhishair.”
shetellafter””ere
toseethegirls,nottoaskabouther.nothingthathappeer
suggestedshewaswrong.
sheyouriinher.”
”.
”hefeltansadness.”ahhh,rachel,”hebreathe,
liftingherhandtohise.”
”adeadiffereherineasked.
hefelttoohollourred.
”ybe.”heher
daughter.
theyhadtalkedabouthavingrechildren,buttheirfinanceswere
stretchedhthen,oncehopeofdiapers,they
ehefreedo
ifhehadknoighthavetalked.she
theonlyoneore.ifhehad
knoehofrohattrip.
atleast,rightnohatsoundedliketherightthingtodo.back
then,heplaess,so
involvedhitandhhiswork.
”foritsh,”katherinesaid,”shethebaby
eyouforthe
scarriage,onlyfootbeingfortandsupport
happened.”
”yeah.”hesighed.”hatshedid.”sonowheknew
hadaausedthatfinalbreak.notthatithelped.he
stillfeltabandoned.rejected.alone.babyoobaby,shehadgone
offandbegunanewlife.
thinkingaboutthatneadehihinkaboutherfriendshiph
katherine.”yousaidyoutheratthegynelogistsoffi
carl””yes.”
”didshehaveretroubleaftersheleftthecity
””no.she,gettingtoknoal
doctor.totalking.thereantrapport.ohingled
toanother.henlunch,thenffee.shewasvery
supportive.”hehoughtitheotherwayaround.”she
ive”katherinepaled.shegaveaquicklittletipofher
head,adisssalthatdisssednothing.
”or”heasked.
heuldseehernd.thensheglanced
backatthedoor.noonehere.shelookeddorachel.after
ae,sheretuedtojack.”ihadjustbeendiagnosedh
...
running,painting,laughing,furtherevidehevibrantan
iheshellonthebed.hehadlisteogarthbrooksfrobr>
starttofinish,andhadaskedhielfadozeionsaboutthebaby
enhelsbestfriendhadntdenied.
katherieredtherooookingingherkeys,she
kissedraellgood.sohesbeenrubbingin
creabr>
isntthattypical.theylldoanythingtogettheirhandsonour
bodies.”
”sexforus,”jacksaid,outofthegateatthe
kofthegun.”itstarttofinish.so,hose
drahinkingonrachelspartorwasshereally
pregnant”katherinelookedto.
”eon,katherine,”heeotherthingsabout
rachel.besides,yourenotdenyingit,eansshewas.unlessi
sinterpretedthosedrathebaby.”herines
eyesfelltorachel,hesaidagentler”look.knos
goingtohappesbeenasleepinginher
bed,usinghershoofaistershaped
likeacuke.isioeatingherfrozenzui
bread.iuttingshortsinherunder
gettingfu”yes,shewas
pregnant.”suddenlyreal,ittookhisbreath.helookedatrachel,
tryingtoigihepaiouldshe
pickupandleave,ifshe”katherineseyes
rounded.
”ohno.shepregnant.itwasbefore.”
”before.”thatdeevenlesssense.”no.iwouldhaveknown.”
”fro,shebarelykneherself.things
goingoresilence.whenshe
ssedaperiod,shefiguredithestrain.shedidnt
haveaninklinguntilshessedasendone,aheit
go.likeisaid,thingse.shedidntknoto
do.”heshookhishead.”ikhsalong
”sheonthsalong.”
”idhaveseenit.”
”notifshehiostarth.thebloatofearlypregnancy
al.”jaselftothink
bahelhadlostbeforethesplit.ae
hehadsaid,therehadntbeenticyattheeherhewas
travelingorohered.thereseen
herundressedinanythingbutthedarkestofnight.
”butshee,”heargued.thatost.a
babyaffetly.ababyhis.
katherinesighed.”shetried.youriparted
feelingsie.you.”
sillfadstruggledagainto
thinkback.therehadbeenatriptotorontothe
split.
yes,shehade.butthetrip
hadbeenaniortantone.alargentracthadhunginthebalance.
tuingtorachel,hesaid,”ikeptaskingyouwaswrong.you
said,nothingterrible.thatyousaid,nothingterrible.you
hadstochpains.ybetheflu,yousaid.”helookedat
katherine.
”sheiscarrying”katherinenodded.
hedehielfreerre.”shee
ho,butshesaidsheeforfourdays.
notoncedidshentionababy.”hefeltshakyinside,evenvurruru
uellnorylozclosetotears.”thenthereripsinclose
sequence.”andanultitueforethelastone.herecalledbeing
ahatsheseedtobein...inpain.goodlord.shehad
ured,
beferkilledthetears.”e””she
uldnt.”
”shelostababyididntkno,thebecauseihadnt
sohoout”herinelookedreluttospeak,he
eon,katherialkto.tell
shesaid.”
”shesaiditiscarriage.ithingaboutyour
relationship.thescarriagehecher.shesaasa
signthattherriagework.”
”christ,”hesaidandpushedhishandsthroughhishair.”
shetellafter””ere
toseethegirls,nottoaskabouther.nothingthathappeer
suggestedshewaswrong.
sheyouriinher.”
”.
”hefeltansadness.”ahhh,rachel,”hebreathe,
liftingherhandtohise.”
”adeadiffereherineasked.
hefelttoohollourred.
”ybe.”heher
daughter.
theyhadtalkedabouthavingrechildren,buttheirfinanceswere
stretchedhthen,oncehopeofdiapers,they
ehefreedo
ifhehadknoighthavetalked.she
theonlyoneore.ifhehad
knoehofrohattrip.
atleast,rightnohatsoundedliketherightthingtodo.back
then,heplaess,so
involvedhitandhhiswork.
”foritsh,”katherinesaid,”shethebaby
eyouforthe
scarriage,onlyfootbeingfortandsupport
happened.”
”yeah.”hesighed.”hatshedid.”sonowheknew
hadaausedthatfinalbreak.notthatithelped.he
stillfeltabandoned.rejected.alone.babyoobaby,shehadgone
offandbegunanewlife.
thinkingaboutthatneadehihinkaboutherfriendshiph
katherine.”yousaidyoutheratthegynelogistsoffi
carl””yes.”
”didshehaveretroubleaftersheleftthecity
””no.she,gettingtoknoal
doctor.totalking.thereantrapport.ohingled
toanother.henlunch,thenffee.shewasvery
supportive.”hehoughtitheotherwayaround.”she
ive”katherinepaled.shegaveaquicklittletipofher
head,adisssalthatdisssednothing.
”or”heasked.
heuldseehernd.thensheglanced
backatthedoor.noonehere.shelookeddorachel.after
ae,sheretuedtojack.”ihadjustbeendiagnosedh
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