第76节
【】doher,buttheyretellingussgoingoninside.”
”,gaspinglikethis””no.shehe
air.”
”ionki””hardtotell.awoor
threehours.
ybere.”hehelsshoulder.”iveseenherwork.
istoppedinatp.eets.”katherinehought
detaotional
involventdoingthat””yes.thereyouknoheharderitis
wolousy
alteatives.theflipsideisthatientsrespondandrever,
theresgreatersatisfa.
thebrutefactisthatdieisbeingaserviceprofession.the
custorshisdoctortobeinvolved.isntthat
inthesepicturesorein
bigbrightlettersitsaskingyouthesequestions.”
”ahoughtyouhadanulteriortive,”katherinesaid,
knohathedid.heedtoleaabouther,sohewasasking
aboutrachel.
thoseblueeyessaidshe.”doessheliketotravel”he
asked.
katherinesighed.heethingabouthis
persistencehough.ifheedherbadenough...
”yes.
shetravelsfororeforfun,butneys
tight.payingforthree.youknow.”.
”ido.doesshelikevies””goodones.”shearchedabrow.
”therearentanyaround,sodontevensuggestit.”
”ioviehrachel
strugglingiyouhavetoeat,andithe
hospital.iethingquion
ontheherineuldnthelpbutgrin.”hthe
tourists
””itsquick.
itseasy.itspublic.tellyou.illbeinandoutofhere
foranotherfeeetoutfront.
caristhedarkgreencj7.”hebrieflytuedaokthespeed
ofthedrip,lookedbaihen,h
anendearinglyvulnerableglan.
uedhthegirls,heofindthat
nothinghadged.rachelsloorasbefore,her
breathingaslabored.
”baueroverly
nceed.”butjackhelshandandpressedhis
uthtothescarthere.itheday,
butherhandhinner.allofherhinner.shewasfadingaway
rightbeforehiseyes.itstruckhihatthisent.he
hadletrachelanthawas
right.
hehadntfought.
hehadbeenpreoupiedandtooproud.hehadletthesilen.
goddait,hettered,cursingboththatsileheguthing
noiserachelaking,andsuddenlyhiseyesfilledhtears.he
squeezedthehut,sohisbrow.
”hey,guys,”katherinesaidtosanthaandhope,”letstakea
walk.
yourparentsneedsoprivateti.”jackdidntlook,butheknew
heythespeionhrachelthat
usedtoreducetherestoftheory,orreality
heaybe,ifshewas
stillputtingoutvibes.
takingasteadyih,helohiseyes.”idont
knoe,rachel,buttherearethingsiosay.
therearethingsyattention,
youuldnthavedobetter.itsbeenan...enlighteningfew
boverhereyelids,feelingtissuethin,
softskinthat.”itotalkabout
happened.hat.kindofsplitupand
ryofherpigoutsadtuhatnight,
anopeningandhehadoere
beforeet,butthate.it
us.togetherethingdifferent,sothierthanwed
been.”throughtheruckusofgasps,he
iginedhervoice,thoughtfulandasites,
butthereslght.
suddenlyangry,heeinthelurhel
keats.keats礼od,ihatethat.hallduerespectto**in
ensrights,ihateit.youshouldberachelgill.orillbe
jackkeats.
bute.”hetookashudderihandsaid,
fiererriage,rachel.iit
back.
dontyoudieonnoeclosely,hopingfora
rea.”didyouhearisaid”hefairlyyelled.”iit
back”shedidntve,didntblink,justtookonegaspih
afteranother.
frightened,hepulledupachairandsatback.
shouldhavesaidbefore,thinever,everhaveaceto
say.”doitno.thatsalessonolea.ifyou
khingsright,dogo.”chapteieen.
jaanthahadsqueezedin
besidehind.hopeurledon
hersideagainstrachelship.noonhadeandgone.rachelwas
stillblue,stillgasping.
santhastirred.shelookedathiroggily,thenlessgroggilyat
rachel.”er”sheasked.
”.hoin
ae.ifthechairrowded,
hedidntcare.heovedfortheworld.
”ikeepthinkingaboutlydia,”shesaidsoftly.”ishouldtellher
about”inorstret
hispocket,tuediton,aout.
itinutebeforeshetookit.”ifshehangsupwhenshe
hearsvoice””shehangup.”ifshedid,hewouldnever
fiveher.santhaherightdire.hedidnt
herderailed.”shesnotthatkindofperson.isntthatthe
lessonhere”santhafihephonefora.longti.”ybei
should.”hethoughtofthethiosaytorachel,
thihaedprivaallinglydiatogrovelwashard
enough.doingitinpublitheend
oftherridorandhen
shehesitated.iflydiarefusedtotalk,shedidntknoshed
do.butrachelhadgivenheraperfeuse.thebloodclotwas
sothingtotelllydia.
lydiaadoredraanthasfri
...
”,gaspinglikethis””no.shehe
air.”
”ionki””hardtotell.awoor
threehours.
ybere.”hehelsshoulder.”iveseenherwork.
istoppedinatp.eets.”katherinehought
detaotional
involventdoingthat””yes.thereyouknoheharderitis
wolousy
alteatives.theflipsideisthatientsrespondandrever,
theresgreatersatisfa.
thebrutefactisthatdieisbeingaserviceprofession.the
custorshisdoctortobeinvolved.isntthat
inthesepicturesorein
bigbrightlettersitsaskingyouthesequestions.”
”ahoughtyouhadanulteriortive,”katherinesaid,
knohathedid.heedtoleaabouther,sohewasasking
aboutrachel.
thoseblueeyessaidshe.”doessheliketotravel”he
asked.
katherinesighed.heethingabouthis
persistencehough.ifheedherbadenough...
”yes.
shetravelsfororeforfun,butneys
tight.payingforthree.youknow.”.
”ido.doesshelikevies””goodones.”shearchedabrow.
”therearentanyaround,sodontevensuggestit.”
”ioviehrachel
strugglingiyouhavetoeat,andithe
hospital.iethingquion
ontheherineuldnthelpbutgrin.”hthe
tourists
””itsquick.
itseasy.itspublic.tellyou.illbeinandoutofhere
foranotherfeeetoutfront.
caristhedarkgreencj7.”hebrieflytuedaokthespeed
ofthedrip,lookedbaihen,h
anendearinglyvulnerableglan.
uedhthegirls,heofindthat
nothinghadged.rachelsloorasbefore,her
breathingaslabored.
”baueroverly
nceed.”butjackhelshandandpressedhis
uthtothescarthere.itheday,
butherhandhinner.allofherhinner.shewasfadingaway
rightbeforehiseyes.itstruckhihatthisent.he
hadletrachelanthawas
right.
hehadntfought.
hehadbeenpreoupiedandtooproud.hehadletthesilen.
goddait,hettered,cursingboththatsileheguthing
noiserachelaking,andsuddenlyhiseyesfilledhtears.he
squeezedthehut,sohisbrow.
”hey,guys,”katherinesaidtosanthaandhope,”letstakea
walk.
yourparentsneedsoprivateti.”jackdidntlook,butheknew
heythespeionhrachelthat
usedtoreducetherestoftheory,orreality
heaybe,ifshewas
stillputtingoutvibes.
takingasteadyih,helohiseyes.”idont
knoe,rachel,buttherearethingsiosay.
therearethingsyattention,
youuldnthavedobetter.itsbeenan...enlighteningfew
boverhereyelids,feelingtissuethin,
softskinthat.”itotalkabout
happened.hat.kindofsplitupand
ryofherpigoutsadtuhatnight,
anopeningandhehadoere
beforeet,butthate.it
us.togetherethingdifferent,sothierthanwed
been.”throughtheruckusofgasps,he
iginedhervoice,thoughtfulandasites,
butthereslght.
suddenlyangry,heeinthelurhel
keats.keats礼od,ihatethat.hallduerespectto**in
ensrights,ihateit.youshouldberachelgill.orillbe
jackkeats.
bute.”hetookashudderihandsaid,
fiererriage,rachel.iit
back.
dontyoudieonnoeclosely,hopingfora
rea.”didyouhearisaid”hefairlyyelled.”iit
back”shedidntve,didntblink,justtookonegaspih
afteranother.
frightened,hepulledupachairandsatback.
shouldhavesaidbefore,thinever,everhaveaceto
say.”doitno.thatsalessonolea.ifyou
khingsright,dogo.”chapteieen.
jaanthahadsqueezedin
besidehind.hopeurledon
hersideagainstrachelship.noonhadeandgone.rachelwas
stillblue,stillgasping.
santhastirred.shelookedathiroggily,thenlessgroggilyat
rachel.”er”sheasked.
”.hoin
ae.ifthechairrowded,
hedidntcare.heovedfortheworld.
”ikeepthinkingaboutlydia,”shesaidsoftly.”ishouldtellher
about”inorstret
hispocket,tuediton,aout.
itinutebeforeshetookit.”ifshehangsupwhenshe
hearsvoice””shehangup.”ifshedid,hewouldnever
fiveher.santhaherightdire.hedidnt
herderailed.”shesnotthatkindofperson.isntthatthe
lessonhere”santhafihephonefora.longti.”ybei
should.”hethoughtofthethiosaytorachel,
thihaedprivaallinglydiatogrovelwashard
enough.doingitinpublitheend
oftherridorandhen
shehesitated.iflydiarefusedtotalk,shedidntknoshed
do.butrachelhadgivenheraperfeuse.thebloodclotwas
sothingtotelllydia.
lydiaadoredraanthasfri
...